1. |
Lophiiformes!
02:45
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There is
So much here
There's so much to be done
Who could blame me if I let myself hold onto it?
Onto the bright
But that light isn't pure
It has its...
All my
Kind are here
A chance
For harmony
Who could blame me if I latch onto this?
Onto the bright?
I am
Needed
They put my mind at ease
"You will be fed"
That light isn't pure
It has its
That light isn't pure
It has its
That light isn't pure
It has its conditions
All the joy is fading
Right before my eyes
Between my hands
And inside my heart
All the joy is fading
Right before my eyes
Between my hands
And inside my heart
And inside my heart
And inside my heart
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2. |
Sadder Than I Thought.
02:53
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Don't know how to see myself as valuable
Without doing something to 'earn' or 'prove' it
I don't see myself as valuable
As a piece of existence
In the image of God
Something intended
I move on instinct
Using convoluted equations
To avoid pain and blame
Can't sustain myself
On being seen as good enough
I'm losing my mind (I'm losing my mind)
I'm losing my mind (Can't move, cannot hide)
I'm losing my mind (Everything I've tried)
I'm losing my mind (I'm losing my)
Losing my
Mind
I am losing my mind (Cannot run, cannot hide)
I am losing my mind (I am losing my mind)
I am losing my mind (Cannot run, cannot hide)
I am losing my mind (I am losing my mind)
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3. |
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Set him on fire
Breathe deeply
Grey clouds to kiss my lungs
Haggard stress to push out
Lights up my mind, at least for while
Set him on fire
Breathe deeply
How did something so simple
Become so consuming
Lights up my mind, at least for while
Really have to figure this out
I'm slowly losing grip
Of the start
And I can't see the end
What was the trigger?
I fell apart again
Betray my health for
My favorite lie
He is not the reason
Why I hold on
I need to be free, but
This feels like control, and
Lights up my mind, at least for while
Lights up my mind, at least for while
Really have to figure this out
Slowly losing grip
Of the start
And I can't see the end
What was the trigger?
I fell apart again
Betray my health
Betray myself for
My favorite high
Really have to figure this out
Slowly losing grip of the start
And I can't see the end
What was the trigger?
I fell apart again
Betray my health for
Betray myself for
My favorite high
My favorite lie
My favorite high
My favorite high
My favorite
My favorite
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4. |
Me & God.
04:33
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My skin
Is on fire and
My heart's broken
And breaking
And breaking
Frustrating
Just to think
And to breathe
And to see, and to be
I wish I was as pious
As I thought I could be
But I'm all out
I've lost
The end of my rope
To mistakes, traitors
And misfortune
It hurts to trust You
And I see
Everyone's hurting
Did you mean it
When You gave me
Your word?
I rather not exist
You sing a song for me
That You wrote through the stars
And I forget to worry
Omniscient
Yet, You
Want to hear me
I'm arrogant and overwhelmed
You are
Not afraid
But I am. Yes. Holding my lungs
How do You say
Reverently?
Do You not feel
Everything burning?
I don't want to exist
You sing a song for me
That You wrote through the stars
And I forget to worry
As I grow older
I find I want blood
Turns out I don't have
Endless love
You breathed air
Shed blood
Hold the pain
Of a more patient righteous rage
I don't want to exist
You sing a song for me
That you wrote through the stars
And I forget
Without regret
Yes, I forget to worry
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5. |
Lovely!
02:42
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When we jam in the car
When we talk near or far
We're not joined at the hip but the heart. Never part
Hey!
Hmmm... Hmmm
Hey. How could you be so amazing
Generous, kind, open minded
Creative and simply marvelous
You make life so lovely
When we jam in the car
When we talk near or far
We're not joined at the hip but the heart. Never part
When we jam in the car
When we talk near or far
We're not joined at the hip but the heart. Never part
So lovely
Hey, How dare you?
Hey! What's new
What are you into
What is life like, from your point of view
I've got shoulders you can lean on dude
You make life so lovely
When we jam in the car
When we talk near or far
We're not joined at the hip but the heart. Never part
When we jam in the car
When we talk near or far
We're not joined at the hip but the heart. Never part
Hey!
So lovely
How, how dare you?
So lovely
How, how dare you?
Shake, shake, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake, shake
So lovely
Shake, shake, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake, shake
So lovely
My friends, do not have to
Do-a-thing who they are, is simply glorious
Their presence, reminds me, of God
And I know, because we talk
I am so glad, that you exist
You make life so lovely
When we jam in the car
When we talk near or far
We're not joined at the hip but the heart. Never part
When we jam in the car
When we talk near or far
We're not joined at the hip but the heart. Never part
Hey!
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6. |
Wes Anderson.
02:58
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You are the most thoughtless
Thoughtful kind person I've ever met
But I make moves darling
I know what I want
And I don't hold my breath
I've bigger problems and
Much bigger dreams
Than my worry about
Whether you like me
Or understanding why you chose
To handle things the way you did
If this is friendship
I don't know how you keep friends around
Maybe we're all so cussing naive
Cause if I'm honest
I don't know why
I keep cowards around
You'd think I'd find this
Disappointing
Hey, did I stroke your ego
Did my company keep you warm
Did you revel in the afterglow
Did you like the attention
Chaser from coming off tour
Did you revel in the afterglow
Je ne regrette rien parce que
Je suis qui je suis et
This didn't leave an afterglow
If this is friendship
I don't know how you keep friends around
Maybe we're all so cussing naive
Cause if I'm honest
I don't know why
I keep cowards around
You are just not that
Disappointing
You are the most thoughtless
Thoughtful kind person I've ever met
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Tanatswa Estina. Nashville, Tennessee
Tanatswa Estina. is a Nashville based singer-songwriter-producer known for her dynamic live performances, rock & soul melodies, and existential lyricism.
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